I want to be with himmm...until our last breath and....Jannahhh.........

my dream with him.

1. tempat kat depan MCD (xtaw nme tempat tu)

- i want to go with him....really want to go with my Mr,Crazy, my zaki who is my dear husband....at night...with romantic light...i want to see his face...and tell him that i love you very much syg.....tempat nie kite nak gi...by penah ajak tapi syg xnk....huhuhuhu....syg kan ngada2 dlu....mungkin ada hikmah disebalik nya....i really want to go with you after kite dapat Restu dan keredhaan dpd your parent...In shaa Allah...amin...

2. Zoo (just thinking)
- nak jalan keliling tasik....with hold our hand...tgk singa dan harimau....kita jalan berpegangan tangan......only you.....with you.....

3. Picnic
-together with our family.....sambil menikmati keindahan Allah S.W.T ...dengan mak leka berbual dengan ibu...abah ngan ayah talk about experience in their army..together with your sibling...akram,nurul n my little sis yuni and wawa...along dgn kak long,husna n pia...angah dengan abg kamal, my soul akil.adam,wisha,kak mimi, akim boboy...alng dengan abg ikhsan and maybe soon with their baby...abg dgn his wife....we create a new memory together with you syg....i really want it....

4. Pulau Tioman...
- tempat inilah yg salah satu tempat syg nak gi....and now...syg hanya nak pergi dengan by...cantik sgt syg pulau nie....i really want to go with you.......

5. Mekah
- selain daripada melihat mak dengan abah pergi sini...syg pun nak ibu dgn ayah berpeluang pergi sini....syg teringin sangat nak pergi sini syg......syg nak solat berjemaah bersama2 dengan mak abah, ibu ayah dan by kat sini.....

6. Imam
- masa by kat plkn by selalu cerita yang by selalu imamkan yg lain masa solat.....
tapi kite x pnh solat sama2 kan by....syg nak solat berjemaah dengan by...dalam ikatan yang halal......

7. Meniti usia bersama-sama
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nie impian syg dengan by.......walaupun syg harapkan impian ini terjadi....tapi syg harus redha klu bukan ini yang ALLAH takdirkan utk syg.....
i love you so much syg........betapa kuatnya perasaan syg kat by hanya Allah saja yg mengetahui....i really want to marry you.......
bila by tanya syg sanggup kew bermadu???....syg terkelu by.....
syg da penah alaminya walaupun  x merasainya.....syg x sanggup lukakan hati mak dengan abah klu melihat sejarah berulang kembali....itu yang saya mahu jauhkan by......
syg taw syg tamak sbb syg nak by hanya utk syg........syg x mau lukakan lagi hati mak by......syg x mahu....syg x sanggup melihat mak menangis hanya kerana sifat pentingkan diri syg..............

i love you syg......................
i really really love you................
syg harap sangat.........ibu dengan ayah lembut hati menerima syg.............

i miss you....n i love you my dear husband..................

wassalam

Assalammualaikum miss bbb................................

i dont have somebody to talk about me....sakit miss bbb........
ati nie sakit...tiap2 hari sakit miss bbb......i love him very very much miss bbb......i miss him so much....but he like does'tn care about me anymore......he never do that to me miss b....klu kol die xkn off dlu atau matikan dlu nset dulu...klu msj nampak die mcm terpaksa balas...
yes may be hanya perasaan i but....klu perasaan x knlah i rasa mcm tu...

i try to control my emosi....i try my best ya Allah....but he different right know....i rindu die yg dlu miss b.....nada suara da x semesra dlu lagi....plizz come back to me plizz....i love you very much.....
i know you want to care about our ikhtilat.....klu by da x cintakan syg bitawlah dpd by teruskan mcm nie......penat by.....letih sgt2 fikir pasal kita....pasal family kita......

syg da penat menangis tiap2 malam by....tiap2 hari by.....apa lagi yg by nk bwt nie.....i told you before plizz dont ever be like this anymore......ye....you call me every night...tapi mind set you klu ckp lme2 kite akan gaduh....plizz tloglah faham......by always fikir pasal buruk about me.....if you truly love me why you do like that.....





but now...its up to you .....i try to accept whatever decision you made.............dan syg harap syg cukup kuat dan tabah pada masa itu....
i still love you syg.................................